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2012

2012-01-12T07:44:00.004-08:00

it my first post in 2012.. ha ha kind da late huh? but i really running out of time.... 2011 is a good year to me but hope 2012 treat me better. but seems like not really as im still running out of time and first month doesn't really treat me that good....

my car been with me for 7 yrs and problems start to occur one by one ..suppose to change car this year but guess i still remain back my little blacky, as economic not that good for this year. yet im still looking for service apartment to rent, can tell the property lately really crazy and HOT.. all the prizes killing me. even i rent out my current house and use the rental to cover my service apartment and yet i still need to calculate other bills.....

working life really challenging... more task on hand for me already, and is my time to take this challenge and go another steps, but ever since my manager left my work load is like non stop, but i have to take it... i cant hate my job but to love them than only i will feel my job and love my job. honestly people beside me do advise me to get a better job but i tell them nth is better than my current job where i can wear casual to work, blast music in the office, astro ready to watch, utube is not an issues FB for sure 100% OK to use.. hahah meeting all the artist, planning showcase and manage artist ..... where i can get this job satisfaction ? haha and my direct boss treating me good as well, powerful women with awesome knowledge.

well some pictures to share on below and some of them are from last year 2011 year end which i've no time to upload.

Dinner treat from Dillon, thanks

CNY greeting card from my colleague hahah.... so sweet of her

ok... this pic suppose to be Matrix but end up my boss said look like LEE HOM more.. haha

2011 mixpic.....got my second Beats, Xmas party in the office.....

Kai Ko second repack limited album.......

Spend my Xmas in a awesome hotel..

Xmas deco that i think is awesome and also pay an X amount of $ for my black cars.... 6 layers

My Bday celebration with the girl that i celebrate every year.. ha ha so sweet of them.. love it, and also my best buddies, Eve, Lee koon..... love u both so much that spare ur time for my Bday dinner in HILLS..... ha ha spend a lot good time with u guys...... and also my office colleague... u guys really make me felt warm in the office...... my boss on leave also back to just sing a song and of coz she got a call to make in the office.. hahah. Warner and Universal gang.. thanks as well....the cake awesome..... and also someone who spend with me also la... thanks you guys....

-c a r t -

so sweettt..

2011-12-06T02:16:00.001-08:00

Ours from Taylor Swift on Vimeo.

things that happen in Nov 2011

2011-11-27T08:19:00.006-08:00

wow seems like ages i never update my blog, guess due to my workload and time constrained so i've no choice but to ignore my blog haha....1 more month we will have to say bye bye to 2011 and welcome 2o12... ( end of the world huh?) is time to set a brand new goal that need to achieve. things keep changing in year 2011 but cant compare to last year.. which is a real big huge change for me....anyhow no matter wat happen i stil have to look forward and over come it.

well....ever since Oct on wards im bz like bees.... 1 mth only step into gym like3 times? haha waste of $, event, concert, happy hour, OT, and so on........ my sickness still the same... not any better ... sigh when can this things over? suffer enough of tis.... hence i admit i've try my best to hide all my stress and problems when im back home but still i fail to do it, but now still trying very best to act normal even in career or other things. Back hometown saw a "master" and the first look he look at me and he told me... " be a happy go lucky person is good" always wear a smile on ya face. so is this means i manage to cover up all my stress? humph.. doubt tht.. haha

anyway , just wanna share some pictures here as a memory ......

White Xmas tree in the office...

Me and my mom after sis wedding dinner.....

my beloved sis and her husband..

all the Heng Taiz.....

dessert for the Heng Taiz.....

Jay Chou album in the house...

this is where i went during Hennessy Artistry..... Negeri Sembilan... TITI

Greyson Chance Live in KL Live

Pitbull PC...... btw guys ready for Pitbull concert??

my MD wrote this for me and ask me to attn some event... haha cute nya

Mr. Lim's Bday dinner in WIP. awesome food

Celebrating Michelle Bday in Plan B Bangsar....

-c a r t-

Aug and Sept 2011

2011-09-26T07:34:00.004-08:00

it's been some time i never update , well honestly i'm bz with my work n my personal things. lately lots of things keep bugging me and also alot things keep bothering me. mood swing n swing due to all this but i have to stay strong n keep positive, else i dunno wat will happen to me.. hahah. got to save up money to fill up all my commitment..... this is LIFE>.. haha

Frens of mine ask me before, wat is the point of living in this world where she felt this world is nth to her, she don deserve to be here. things don work accordingly to wat she wan. i've no idea wat to tell her and comfort her but just tell her to see and think positive else another head line story in newspaper.. haha

Besides, sister engagement dinner last month and nth much about tht.... During this month, lots of open house to attend with my boss, which is a good time for me to know all my working partner and also others label ppl. im not a big fans of malay food.. so i not really enjoy but some malay food are really awesome.. ahhah

Warner + Universal + Sony Digital team

Ben_Ryan_Cart.... dinner in Ikea, where Ryan back from Spore

Joe Brooks EP

Sony pretty mama and pretty coll.. haha

i've nth to do during nite time and so traffic light casing for my Iphone n my BB

Back in hometown

Mooncake festival..... in BU

Miss this so much, my lovely buddies.

Hometown buddies in sis engagement dinner.

Avril- Wish you were here

2011-09-08T20:49:00.001-08:00

Allergy really killss.....

2011-08-13T10:00:00.002-08:00

ever since i back from Sepang Gold Coast and till today my allergy still not yet fully recover. been suffering for like 3 mths and yet till today im still facing the same prob. consulted few doctors and and finally decided to consult skin specialist.

Lesson learned that, whenever sand flies bite and must solve it ASAP don drag and tak ada apa. coz doctor said tht fucking sand flies' teeth stil inside my blood or IT's virus still inside running around my body. the worse is , it's fucking irritating with tht kind da feeling when u are actually working and having meeting with someone..... really............. Geram!!

everynite scratch non stop as i not awake im actually scratching my body when im sleeping and wake up in the morning , either bleeding or red spot. WTF man... how to see ppl la.....!!

this month my $$ all invested into doc, into specialist, and i need to start makan roti again!! ha ha ha.... save back my $ for other purposes.

beside, lately mayb due to aging...... my eye sight getting worse. just got myself a new pair glasses, and i have to wear it for like few weeks to get over it. ha ha look so nob but have no choice. everyday look at monitor, eye sight getting worse is just nth.

signing off.....

-c a r t-

I Pot Pot Picture.

2011-08-07T07:42:00.005-08:00

Last month just got myself another phone, and im not a big fans of apple but yet have to use it coz of music, and iphone is a music phone or so called an "entertainment" phone where my BB can't support most of the apps.

July just passed and it's also one of the most bz month and yet fun too... ha ha.. concert non stop, and have to work during concert but i love and i enjoy it. it's smth new to me. Incubus, MTV world stage, David Archuleta concert all in 1 week.... i'm just................ TIRED>. ha ha but i really enjoy most of the time, and i get to see David for 2 days together with his tour manager and his father. i'm the production runner for the concert ( so called maid or PA for the production side), and i will be in the backstage most of the time....... from all the concert i learn alot of things, from PC, to interview, to transport arrangement, to sound check , hall check , and lots more. it's a good experience where not all ppl get the chance to feel it.

World Stage ( MTV) - Awesome concert where MTV got tht amount of $$ to spend on. ha ha saw Neon Tree in the hotel , 30 sec to mars in the hotel and DJ UTT in hotel as well..... wonderful. but i;ve no time to ask for photo with them... and yet i have to stay professional during my work. ha ha i know im lame but no choice....

beside, i'm sick right after David concert... lack of sleep lack of water..... end up.. all come at once. as usually the " Friend" that visit u.. hahha fever flu.... blah blah blah..!!! hate tht.

My allergy getting worse, wonder when only i wil get rid of all this itchiness and also felt irritating. just cant concentrate on work. fuck the sand bugs......... i not gonna step into Msia beach again....... i've spend alot of $ on medication lately....... all my saving ad gone into medicine... ha ha .. as ppl said " no ppl pls don fall sick" .

Below are some randoms picture that i took with iphone... nth much but just my daily routine in the office and also work and play.

-c a r t-

training in Sony

2011-07-14T06:48:00.003-08:00

13 and 14 of july... colleague from HK came over here and give us training on all the software and i m so touch that she is so so friendly and willling to help out anything and everything. haha

A photo before she leaving back to HK. ( middle one is my boss) haha!

but yet today is not my day as well...... alot of error and mistake i did today!!! just..... don know why....... whole afternoon got no mood to work but have to think positive and motivate my self..!!!!!!

I JUST WANNA SCREAM........LOL.. hahaha but just wanna release my stress here only.. nth much...!!!!

-c a r t -

July Updates

2011-07-06T06:15:00.002-08:00

Times fly as i work in this company almost 6 mths and probation period end soon. things change day by day hours by hours and i need to cope with it every mins i take and i breathe. Working in this company is really awesome, but yet politics and stress still there and waiting for u to "entertain" you. everyday my thinking is to settle everything i need to be done by today and thinking must set to " positive" mode.

Everyday wake up i will tell myself a brand new day a brand new start, change stress, n worries into a challenge for myself in order to polish and build my performance.

I see my upper level really stress out with work load, at once i pity them but the other way round i admire them coz they are " super women", i really need to learn from them and alot more things i need to learn from them too, ppl tend to tell me working is not about learning if wanna learn go back to Uni and learn but to me working is half way learning half way performing and abit of observation will helps. i hope watever things that im doing right now are really in the right track.

' NEVER TOO OLD TO LEARN " this phrase is from my director and she gave it to me, i'm happy to have " super women" as my boss as she really lead me , teach me , guide me into the right way of solving problems.

BUT.... expectation from her and my MD must be high towards me ( I doubt) but of coz must be serious in working. im just worry i cant deliver wat they wan from me and disappoint them .

- c a r t-

2011-06-26T05:39:00.002-08:00

Brand new Beetle... gosh... feel like owning this car.........but but but but financial... problem!!!!!!!!!!!

is good i change my mind not getting a car by this year... guess next year is a right time for me to sit and choose wat car i wan! hope i can get more $ by end of the year...!!!! anyhow tis is just a dream...

-c a r t -

smth tht i must share...

2011-06-13T06:48:00.001-08:00

wow... awesome flash mob........

is me, and is all about me.( imitate PCK)

2011-06-13T06:18:00.003-08:00

Ever since i working.. i got no time to go out social with my frens but only coll or working CP. i felt im kind da anti social.. hahah but no choice after work im very very tired.

Last friday, happy hour in the office with my boss and have a "off work" talk with her. and she told me and hint me alot of things and skill tht i need to do and apply in the office. of coz when i back home i will think twice and try to absorb it. and yes i felt it is tru that i need to beware of ppl around me, and i need to be motivated and aggressive in my work, love my job, love music.

I will always remember wat she told me as she is a " girl power" kind da girl and i kind da admire her working style. i know the $ that i get in the office is not really tempting but for the sake of i enjoy my work , i have no choice coz i love my job now, even non stop music everyday in office.

how can u get a working environment that allow u to blast music during working time and watch astro while working??? and even super casual to office???? but in the other hand i need to be extra good in controlling my spending power...

i've been saving alot compare to last time me... every week shop non stop but now i don even go shop and i prefer to stay at home... haha!!! mayb im old ad.... i need to save $ for my second car. Been running around kl and pj to check out cars but just tht duno why the mood is not there...!i think i will just wait until end of the year only get. now concentrate on my work.....!!!!

Now i understand why last time when i ask my fren out during weekdays and they refuse to come out yam char, it's becoz after work all of us ARE REALLY FUCKING TIRED........ hahaha

Before off to bed got to think wat need to be done tomorrow, and wake up need to re call back wat need to be done by today..... wonderful life..... but i have to accept and love it. haha

all the best to u working ppl out there.....

-c a r t-

daily random post

2011-06-05T02:02:00.002-08:00

First i would like to ask wat is the definition of FRIENDSHIP? My answer to this question is :

1) Networkin

2) A member to party with , dinner with , or others...

3) A member that to share things with ( Depends on ppl)

BUT..... in real world.....FRIENDSHIP means:

1) Take advantage on u

2) Back steps u

3) Golden finger ( 金手指）- Betray u

4) Fake in front of u but behind you is other stories.

5) Stalked you in FB and then out there create stories.

6) and many more...... just cant think of any now as i just HATE tht kind da ppl now..!!! ( Solutions: Boycott)

Lately i really face some " drama" in my life, and i don like to be one of the actors in the " drama" so pls don involve me in. appreciate if possible stop telling me all the things, as if i know means im involve in. Why so frens are meant to be USED? ahaha where are all the boundaries? where are all the bother-lines? why human tend to take advantage on frens ? Just wonder why??

Any how i am done with my job as a frens, and this is how far i can go. So don expect more things from me... haha. sorry to said this but i have no choice to stay away from all this.

Second thing i wanna share that life is getting shorter and more risky as we can see the world is not healthy now, so i think u guys know wat i mean. As this is my thinking so now i just do wat i wan and do wat i happy with. Now i'll focus more on my work and i don fucking care wat is happening around me..... as long as i can get wat i wan and achieve my goals and im happy enough. The rest...... few words to them " FUCK U NO TIME, Entertain no MORE"

Commitment getter higher, so i need to work harder and impress my boss with my performance. although i know Friends are important to us, i used to place frens in my No2 list but no longer as some people are making me felt (_________). no words can key in. But some frens are really awesome to me.......and they are TRUE FRENS..... hugss.. muacks.... ( U know who u are). Love ya.

besides, found this song randomly and i inlove with it now...

12-katy b-hard to get by tiger2801

Enjoy it..... relaxing beat....

-c a r t -

1 Jun 2011 brand new start again

2011-05-31T07:19:00.003-08:00

1 Jun 2011 is another brand new start for me.. from sales team transfer to marketing team and handling digital marketing........

Thanks to all the sales team ppl, u guys really help me out alot tough me alot of things and i do learn alot and see alot of things as well.. hahah. My manager really a good and nice person, honestly i never see tht kind da good manager before....he is AWESOME.. hahah

In sales team i see alot diff ppl and i see alot ppl with different thinking and diff point of view, so i need to use diff skills to approach them. but now in marketing team and i need to learn and apply different skills and knowledge. so is a hard time for me again for few months in order to get things up into the right track. scarify is a MUST in order to learn and pick things up quick. I dunno how long i need to take and how hard is this road, but i 've made this decision and i have to walk and move on.

again i have to start from 0 and learn all over again...!!!!!!

WISH ME LUCK my dear frens.........

-c a r t-

Judas..............

2011-05-05T07:49:00.001-08:00

Sony Music_ Team Building

2011-05-02T06:18:00.003-08:00

Wonderful.... nice view

This is the Pool

This is my Villa........ hahha abit scary but who cares.....

April 29 2011, Company org a team building in Sepang Gold Coast. Early in the morning need to reach office and make conference call with Aust Sony ( the CEO) and after 1 hour only depart from Mont Kiara to Sepang. and i don have the excited feeling as half of the company staff been OT_ing for Britney event in Zouk the nite before... untill 2 am morning. so kind da stress up and tired... so wat i can do is just SLEEP in the bus... hahah.

Din know that my label record ppl can really drink, in the Zouk itself 4 btls finished within 1 hour plus. and next day going for team building and at nite 3 btls finished also.. AWESOME

back to Team building, reach Sepang at 12 plus and st8 away check into the villa and head to the beach for games....... love it and felt warm with all my coll, crazy over the beach , laughter really makes every1 get closer....... haha.

Sepang Gold Coast is a nice place to go with family and also lover, coz very romantic but 1 thing that need to think twice which is the rate is super expansive. the villa im staying cost RM 1700 per night...but it's worth staying... relax and classy.

For sure i will be going again to chill and relax......

-c a r t-

i wish things can get right too......

2011-04-14T07:26:00.001-08:00

sigh...... things din get it right and i really hope it can be alright.........

-c a r t-

my big day.......

2011-04-03T01:10:00.008-08:00

Well.. im too old for this but i have no choice to wait around 1 yr only come to my big day in my life.. which is my graduations...... well honestly i totally no feel at all... Grad ar than grad lo.... coz is like way too long for me to wait for this moment, where im ad working for so long.

March 27 2011. Sunway Pyramid Convention Center, Victoria University ,2010 graduations ceremony held. Parents and relatives all came over and celebrate together.
Thanks to all my relatives for spending their times for my ceremony and also the " angpow" , plus my parents n sis and sis bf..... thanks alot!!!!

After few years of " hard work" finally i grad but with no excited feel. hahah just a peace of paper tht i received.. haha.

All the angpows and gifts from relatives and some one and some some one... hahaha

Ian _ My mom_ Dillon..... hahaha love this pic.
Fiona and cart......

David............ funny guy

this is all my classmates.. miss them so much...
Dillon _ cart.... thanks for ya present.
Ian..... thanks bro for coming....
my 2 cute cousin... love them
another cousin from mother side...... cute
Sis and bf... thanks sis for all the arrangement... thanks Alex for all the works.appreciate alot..

Fam Fam.......

My God Parents........

Lazy to type all the captions.. hahhahaha tht's it....

-c a r t-

update my blog

2011-03-14T07:12:00.002-08:00

It's been long time i don even bother to log in my blog... haha well..... i might be a little bit lazy or some times just..... don feel like.

Well first thing first.... sorry to see Japan cases, hope things will go well real soon.... Pray for them pls. got a feeling the world gonna end soon... so just do wat u feel like doing, and for my self.... well i ad learned to " look wider" and think positive. watever happened i ad don give a shit... hahah wat i wan to do now is just enjoy my life and spend time with my love ones.

Next 2 weeks is my graduations ceremony but i just... don have the excited or high feeling coz i've been working for months going to 1 yr soon. parents all bz with my graduation but i don really bother to think about it... wat i bother now is my job now...

ever since i join this company... i totally no time to go out with frens no time to " snake" and even no time for family.... when parents came over to visit me, im working for Jay Chou concert. and both days also im working.

Life changed when i join this company.... let me tell u wat izzit.

Early morning wake up, shower and get prepare to work, than visit retails, than gym, than , dinner, and after tht home than ZZZZZ everyday same routine. boring.... but of coz... a positive side also la.... i get to meet all the artist, happy hours, events, and album launch... kind da interesting..... ahhah just very TIRED..

Due to the BZness and stressness.... my face now like shit... lack of sleep and rushing here n there.... so i just don bother... just let it be la.... since world going to end real soon. hahahahhaa

well today received a cup cake from Misha Omar's agent. haha kind da funny but yet is smth special to me.... looking forward for the coming months... where Britney album coming out in Msia and album launching will be in_____( haha guess).and i cant wait for tht.... wana party...!!

-c a r t-

just......... love her

2011-03-04T09:50:00.003-08:00

I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall you just walk through it

And I remember

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
Right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

(Chorus)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
(I wish you were here)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/avril_lavigne/wish_you_were_here.html ]
I love, the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth, is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
Right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

(Chorus)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
(I wish you were here)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I, never wanna let go
Let go oh oh (x2)

(Chorus)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
(I wish you were here)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)

It's just make me....... tears..... sigh........!!!!! avril is always my big times lover.. hahah love her so much... cant wait to go back office on monday to see her CD on my desk... !!!!

Remember when I cried to you a thousand times
I told you everything
You know my feelings
It never crossed my mind
That there would be a time
For us to say goodbye
What a big surprise

But I’m not lost
I’m not gone
I haven’t forgot

[chorus]
These feelings I can’t shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I’m not coming back around
These feelings I can’t take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It’s getting harder to pretend
And I’m not coming back around again
Remember when…

I remember when
It was together ‘til the end
Now I’m alone again
Where do I begin?
I cried a little bit
You died a little bit
Please say there’s no regrets
And say you won’t forget

But I’m not lost
I’m not gone
I haven’t forgot

[chorus]
These feelings I can’t shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I’m not coming back around
These feelings I can’t take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It’s getting harder to pretend
And I’m not coming back around again
Remember when…

That was then
Now it’s the end
I’m not coming back
I can’t pretend
Remember When

[chorus]
These feelings I can’t shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I’m not coming back around
These feelings I can’t take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It’s getting harder to pretend
And I’m not coming back around again

Do i really have to do this if things goes worse??? well....... sigh..... i just cant make up my mind right now.................just sing out my heart...... sigh.. damn

- c a r t -

last post of year 2010

2010-12-30T19:27:00.003-08:00

Tis is the tattoo that i wanted to do this Jan but dunno can make it on time or not.... as i not yet edit the design.. and dunno should i do or not? haha still considering....

Or mayb this.. coz i wan this for long ad.. just that i m working and im in Malaysia..... sigh...

Loupohz .. hahha fang fang and Cart in Spore...

Say Bye bye to 2010... a bad year for me.. hahahah well hope 2011 can be better.......

Welcome the year 2011, and hope things can be better and get a better job or prefer to base in HK as well.. hahahah hope i can get tht job.!!!!

Anyway just to wish u ppl a happy new year !!!! enjoy ya count down .........

-c a r t-

summarize of Dec 2010

2010-12-28T00:20:00.010-08:00

My Bday dinner with my 3 beloved buddies... coz of Cheryl need to work so my bday dinner postponed haha.. but still so fun with them...... love the moment

Xmas gift from mama leng.. hahahah cute!

the 3 pretty buddies....

Xmas dinner....

thanks to one of my fren who give me this as my bday present.. hahaha

Bday dinner... in NEROFICO

Bday Breakfast.......

Bday Breakfast ... haha so enjoy tht moment too..

Choc cake from someone.. hahaha... nice!

Due to the weather recently keep raining so no choice to get this to dry my clothes......

Early Bday cake in Spore..... thanks to my gang... love them too..

Bday boy and bday girl... in Spore VIVO city

my Early Bday cake in Spore.......

Lou Pohs.... n lou kong....... hahaha

my bro just to visit me in Spore........ thanks Ian for the crazy nite with me... haha

suppose to stay there but... FULLY BOOKED.... gosh...!!!!

Bday card from Melb Crown Casino.. hahaha surprise to receive this...

He is back to Msia... hahahhaah

Thirst........... sepang!!! awesome 3 D stage lo.!!!!

I'm lazy to post all the over Dec 2010 but this is the summarize of everything... hahah

Will updates more in year 2011.... currently in L A Z Y mode.... hahah

-c a r t-

a gift for myself

2010-12-21T22:08:00.002-08:00

This is the watch that i saw in Bangsar..... and i love it so much coz is smth like the Gucci that i wanted to buy... but Gucci is way too expansive.... but this Kenneth Cole is touch screen le...... awesome lo....... i so gonna get this for my CNY but this month got xmas promo le.... BOnus pls i need bonus from boss.......

and this is the watch that i dream of.... but is too too too expansive... so got to wait la... hahaha but nice rite...

-c a r t-

Incomplete...... nice song

2010-12-08T23:12:00.001-08:00

Be yourself’ is what you used to say
But I don’t know me anymore
Cause since we walked away from love
There’s a big hole right in my heart

‘Don’t be late’ is what you used to say
Staring at your number on my phone
But now I’ve run out of excuses, no need to prove it
Cause you don’t pick up anymore

(hook)
Thought I would be better on my own
Never knew the meaning of alone
Tick tick tok, tick tick tok
Time doesn’t wait for love
Counting all the reasons in my mind
Feeling like I’m running out of time
Let me know if you’re missing me too

[Chorus]
Incomplete
Like a rose without a thorn
Incomplete
Like a heart without a home
Trying not to look back, but I can’t get over you
I’m so incomplete
Like a song without a verse
Incomplete
Like the skies without the earth
All I need is your love
Slow down and rewind the time,
And turn the clock to when I was complete with you

Turn the key to an empty room
Trying not to stumble in the dark
Remember how we’d light the candles
And I would melt in your arms?

New cologne, new relationships
There ain’t a thing that I could change
That wouldn’t stop my heart from beating
It’s you that I’m needing,
So come back in to my life, my life

(hook)
Thought that I’d be better on my own
Never knew the meaning of alone
Tick tick tok, tick tick tok
Can’t take it anymore
Counting all the reasons in my mind
Feeling like I’m running out of time
Cause we both know there’s love to be true

[Chorus]
Incomplete
Like a rose without a thorn
Incomplete
Like a heart without a home
Trying not to look back but I can’t get over you
I’m so incomplete
Like a song without a verse
Incomplete
Like the skies without the earth
All I need is your love
Slow down and rewind the time
And turn the clock to when I was complete with you

I bet you’re happy now
No I’m not; I’m still crazy in love with you
I bet there’s another one
There’s no way that somebody could ever replace you

Think of the heart ache and dim all the lights
Let’s start it all over and write a new life
I miss you (I miss you)
I need you (I need you)
Don’t care all the pain in my heart

[Chorus]
Incomplete
Like a rose without a thorn
Incomplete
Like a heart without a home
Trying not to look back but I can’t get over you
http://www.lyvido.com/ai-incomplete-lyrics-videos-feat-boyz-ii-men
I’m so incomplete
Like a song without a verse
Incomplete
Like the skies without the earth
All I need is your love
Slow down and rewind the time
And return the clock to when I was complete with you

Source: http://www.lyvido.com/ai-incomplete-lyrics-videos-feat-boyz-ii-men/#ixzz17b3tnP4h

Concert !!!!!

2010-12-02T23:38:00.000-08:00

March 13, 2011

Venue:
Location:: Kuala Lumpur
Malaysia
Tickets:

Tickets go onsale December 15!
Venue and onsale links coming soon.

I WANT TO GO.....................

-c a r t-

Thanks to my family

2010-11-29T19:36:00.003-08:00

Thank you sis , and my parents for the Early Bday Gift. I've received my first Bday gift from my family members and it is the present that i wanted for so long.. ha ha ha.......

Lately been telling my sis i wan to get a BB but she keep rejecting me from buying BB as she said not suit me and not good...... mayb she is used to Iphone so she don allow me to buy... but last few weeks suddenly she told me tht she is using BB now.... and i was like WTH kind da mood, and excited to borrow and play with it... who knows she came back with a full set of BB and tell me is my Bday gift from them ( parents and sis). i'm so excited tht time plus happy but just kind da lost using BB coz not use to it yet.

Anyhow, my first Bday gift in 2010 is from my family and is really useful for me.. haha!!!

Again thanks to my mom and dad and my sis.... love u guys.....

-c a r t-

Month of Xmas n Bday

2010-11-29T18:49:00.002-08:00

It's the month of Xmas and my Bday..... and is Dec where ppls are looking forward for this mth as it is the holiday month....... every year of this month i will be super high and excited.. but this year..............it totally the different... i wonder why also...

i got no mood to celebrate my Bday and feel like running away from my Bday and also Xmas. To me now, Bday is just another normal day and Xmas also is just a day where all the family and frens gather...... This year im going to celebrate my Bday in Spore with my gang of frens... but before going ad spoiled my mood and making me to have tht kind da feeling to pull off and just stay in Msia....

Xmas is just ..... grh.....just dunno wat i wan for Xmas......mayb this year is just not my year la... according to the fortune teller.... and feng sui master......

-c a r t-

Flash Mob

2010-11-21T19:05:00.002-08:00

Glam Street Flash Mob... ha ha ha i love it so much so enjoy tht day........ !!!

Mood status: D O W N

2010-11-05T08:13:00.002-08:00

First week of NOV ended.. and i've waited something important that could change my entire life... but today is friday.. which means end of the week ad... got no calls from them got no news as well.. sigh.... how??? really in deep down sad mood.... guesss i just need to stick back to my old life.... no changes no challenges................

How do u feel when u need tht things so badly but end up which is not belong to u?? welll i think most of the ppl also had tht feeling before, so do i....

I really need to work harder to achieve wat i expect now.... pray hard as well......hope next month would be a better month for me or next year mayb??? Been kind da emo lately.... dunno wat the hell im doing and so fucking blur........ dreaming while driving, cant concentrate during work and also gym......... so BLUR....... and my desktop in my room finally " break up with me" after 11 yrs beside me......so i've been checking out Phones and Desktop lately.... but guess PC is more important compare to phones.... ha ha

-c a r t -

love the way you lie part II

2010-11-05T08:11:00.001-08:00

Random....

2010-11-01T23:35:00.002-08:00

Recently, im kind da bz with my event in PWTC which end up with sucky result where my management in the office messed up all the things......

It's really a hard and worse task im handling.... whole hall im controlling and is ALONE. it's really not an easy task. clients scold, give hell look and so on... also i need to smile back at them.... so this is actually a challenge for me also. It's pain in the heart but at least i learn smth where next event i can be more aware of and not gonna happen again. but after all is not my mistake to give them trouble just my management in not doing the right way and others just to cover up their ass...

Met alot new ppl, new frens and new network, some people really think their money is everything and is BIG enough to cover up ppl's mouth. and some humble clients really make me feel like learning and take them as role model... they really humble and frenly, unlike some idiots.

Harsh time is over and now i'm too free in the office, blogging and doing nth...... my colleague beside me is actually sleeping right now and the others watching drama and forum_ing. and i dunno wat to just blog.

Life is really challenging... i need smth more challenging and more motivation for myself....... wish i can get the offer ASAP, is year end and i need alot of $ by the time, sigh....... need to work part time to earn my extra pocket $ la....

Fren offer me a trip to China for FREE for my Bday present but dunno should i take it or not..... so guess i just let it be? humph China is not wat i wan... i prefer Aust, HK, Taiwan or Japan... hahah..

This year Bday gonna be different... as i don plan to do anything for my Bday but just a solo vacation for my bday and another tattoo as a gift for myself.....sounds pathetic? humph i also felt tht but i think i like it since not really happening in KL.... so mayb another RUNAWAY trip? hahah..... let's see how my financial goes......

-c a r t-

my dinner for this moment...

2010-10-20T07:05:00.002-08:00

Introducing ... my new Dinner when im in Mid Valley.. ha ha coz only can get in Mid Valley. This is one of my favorite juice in Melb, but diff form Melb the flavor here, not much choice and wat i drink in Melb they don have it here.... u can actually add BOOSTER which only RM 2 for 3 types of Booster... kind da nice to drink. Celebrities Members can get 10% disc. so check out if u are Celeb members.

-c a r t-

Hot weather

2010-10-20T06:38:00.002-08:00

Last Sunday, weather is too hot.. untill smth happened. see pics below and u know why.
I just light up the burner like how usually i light up and then went off to bed, but this time i really crazy... i wake up and than down to living watch series and than came up and shower than only i notice... my wall..... and the glass.. and get scolded from my sis , which i nearly burn down my house. gosh kind da scary also.. but thank god nth happen . just replace the glass and wash off the stain, and back to normal.

see how dark is this burner... canot fully remove the stain. sigh .. wasted my money

And the big big hole that crack.. i wonder how does this happen. got no idea.

the Burned stain on the wall, but luckily can wash off... else my head will be chop off from my dad.

no matter how hard i try to clean, yet still the same... sob soband this is after replace and clean up..........

Lesson learned , never burn this again when sleeping or smth.. just burn on the floor mayb.. LOL....... and im BANNED from using tht from my sis and some1...... so have to choice... got to find out other way ... MAYA is way too expansive ( the green flower).

-c a r t-

2010-10-16T03:09:00.002-08:00

Alot more pics to be upload. but im too lazy... so just randomly pick la....
Weather is freaking hot lately... wth wei...... air cond fully blast still felt hot in the room..... living room no air cond but yet cooling... guess i should sleep in living room......!

I've made my division for my career.. so i guess bad time is coming so i got to fight it back...

Mood really not good recently wonder why...... PMS mayb? LOL..wearing a fake mask everyday is really suffering... gosh..wish i can end this shit real soon.....

-c a r t-

Brielle

2010-10-16T03:07:00.001-08:00

your call.....

2010-10-09T11:15:00.000-08:00

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

lost my direction

2010-10-09T10:31:00.002-08:00

Recently, i've no idea wat m i doing. everyday same doing the same routine work everyday try to force myself to be happy n get into my job. im happy with my job, but i just don understand why i work in such company... sigh. i 've enough of all this shit that they gave me. working in an un-organize company is really killing me, i have to said i learn nth new, and now drop a huge " shit" let the down line clean up the shits... sigh... im stress with my job, i love my job but i hate the task, the management, toally... messed.

Telling myself to ignore all the shit and just continue to walk this journey but the road is getting more and more worse, cant see any benefits towards me. guess i should stop this and start a new journey before i get " KILLED". admit that im stupid, received others offer but i rejected as i though i can fight this " war" but too bad the "war" will only have " failure" rather then " success". so guess is time to let it go and walk a new road, parents been telling me to let go and stop doing " Charity", but i told them i still can fight for it.. too bad guess now it come to the end.

Hope wat ever things or decision that i made is correct. pray hard........ good bless pls.

There is smth missing in my life, but i have to face it as well.....missing someone that you know u cant get it is really........ *speechless* anyhow i still wanna tell u I MISS U .

- c a r t-

Still in Melb

2010-09-30T07:44:00.004-08:00

Time passed so fast and i still got 2 more days i need to tar pao and back to Msia.... and start my working day... no more relax, lazy, leisure time.......but all i save and spend here are totally worth it... i never spend like this crazy before. i got to save when back to msia.. hahaha really DRY UP ad...!
I like the culture here the lifestyle as well but the thing is.. here is kind da cold to me.. during nite time and when u wake up as well.. i really..... freezing.. mayb i need time to get use to it.. haha

i think im going to fall sick real soon, as today whole day i don feel well, whole body hot and is like burning... guess fever gonna visit me real soon... sigh.....

some pics will be uploaded when i back to msia.. as not much time here in melb i can online.....tomorrow got to shop for presents.... so hope i got enough cash la...

-c a r t-

Melb day out

2010-09-26T07:35:00.004-08:00

Day 2 in melb or Melly.. hahha it's sunday and not tht cold, so decided to go out to the beach and walk around.... gosh. i like it here. the beach full of ppls and all of them just sit and chill there... and some cafe along the beach.... and alot BITCh also.. wakkaka jkjk

Dogs are every where walking on the beach which i really really like it.. wonder if i bring my baby boy Chester here wat will he do the first things??? rape the female dogs? or just jump into the water? hahah wonder...

it's sunny yet the wind is cold... its just perfectly fine.... love this.

Around dinner time get down to the city to meet Michelle ( PAO PAO), i din see her for like ages, so this is the time me and her hang out and dinner in dunno wat road ad.. cant recall and with Dillon as well...3 person ate 2 ducks... shit. this is really really... FULL and feel like puke.... ha ha ha..

after dinner went to Crown, wanna go casino but too late scare later no tram back to St kilda.. so change plan to tomorrow..... casino...

lazy to blog la... TBC..... time to sleep and wake up for a nice breakfast..........

Cart and Beloved michelle in crown

Bad boy's toy

Love this Choc Pizza..... awesome dessert..

-c a r t-

first day

2010-09-25T07:02:00.000-08:00

First day in Melb.... touched down in Melb around 8 plus and reach fren's house around 10 plus.. gosh im so tired.. and the weather like so nice to slep.. i like it.... can the whole Melb concept move to Msia? even the econ, ppl, and gov.....
the ppl here are so so so so frenly. i just like it..!!! unlike msia... sigh.. speechless.

More updates coming up and pics as well.. lazy to post up as i wanna off to bed now....

PS: to Cheryl , Eunice, Evelyn and Kel.. im meeting pao pao tomorrow.. hahah and the Duck shop she said will call me up tomorrow to check can book or not.... hahaha i will take picture and show u guys la....

-c a r t-

Try..... i'll just try

2010-09-13T09:18:00.002-08:00

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one
Would you believe me

If I ask you to stay
Would you show me the way
Tell me what to say
So you don't leave me

The world is catching up to you
While you're running away
To chase your dream

It's time for us to make a move
Cos we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready but I'll--

Try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If I sing you a song
Would you sing along
Away till I'm gone
Oh how we push and pull

If I give you my heart
Would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start
Of something beautiful

Am I catching up to you
While you're running away
To chase your dreams

It's time for us to face the truth
Cos we are coming to each other to change
And maybe I'm not ready but I�ll--

Try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one
Would you believe me

I miss you so much........so badly! *hugs*

-c a r t-

Chap Pa Lang Updates

2010-09-10T19:17:00.004-08:00

Thursday Hari Raya Eve, went to gym after working and parents coming down KL as i dowan to stuck in the jam for Raya festival, got a feeling it's gonna be a super tired and stress jam. while in the gym, my phone suddenly rang, and it's from my house and i knew it's gonna be my parents forget i ad on the house alarm and just walk in.. haha..!!!
Friday morning wake up and breakfast is served and lunch is ready.. wow how awesome if everyday wake up everything are done and prepare... ha ha ha it will be just a dream.

Went to Ikea and bought alot of things with parents, sis bought a cupboard and it look nice after install and place in the room, so mom asked me to get another one for my room and she said my room not well arrange.. so i need that to keep my things.... ok fine with it i got a new cupboard.
Nite time out gather with my gym frens in subang Jaya some cafe call Meeple or smth i not sure about the name is a Game Cafe... it's kind da fun and is my first time visited there, after all the games that we played kind da similar with what i play outside with frens just that they have people to guide us and playing it in a correct way and with explanations. mayb it's holiday so the cafe totally crowded.
1 more month, due date for my exhibition, is gonna be a busy month for me, got to over nite in PWTC la.. hahah....( i doubt that) stress level increase, pressure from boss increase as well... hope after this exhibition, the IBM event not that stress. anyhow i still need to work harder and slightly boost up my performance, as i dowan to disappoint all the ppls who paying high hope on me.

ok let me intro u guys some new house essential oil, this is really really superb. i place in living room and i can smell it from my room. and it's so strong. well u guys can get it from Ikano Power Center or One U ( during Raya Only) in front PUMA (if not mistaken). available in different smell and i personally like Thai Spa and Lemon Grass, yet i bought another Donna Cheng candle, it's expansive but the smell more powerful that this oil, and it can last longer than the oil. so is worth it. i bought alot for my house and my hometown house as well. this is why im broke

moon cake festival coming real soon, and it's moon cake shopping time. got to buy all my favorite moon cake. i will upload the nice moon cake that i bought real soon.. currently im in Super PK ( broke) condition.

-c a r t-

i bleed my heart just for u

2010-09-04T20:59:00.000-08:00

awesome shit.... ha ha h a... nice video.

-c a r t-

the big big change

2010-08-21T22:36:00.002-08:00

it's been sometimes i stop writing, and i don have much time to spend at home... morning working, after work then gym or sometimes back home rest.. than nite time online for while and sleep. everyday doing the same things, weekend just stay at home clean house and sunday sometimes hangout with frens.....

Ever since i grad and step into working world i felt that 24 hours sometimes nt enough for me....but sometimes i hope time can run faster.

Frens one by one leaving me, working, study.... and im stil in malaysia. sigh... but is ok i got to learn and over come all this....but sometimes i felt that alone at home is fun... no ppl disturb me, just sit in front of Pc and TV, enjoying my life...

working is really really not as fun as i though, stress pressure and others making me realllyy... crazzzyyyy.... and i really must learn how to be cruel and strong, enough of letting ppl take advantage on me.... no more mr nice guy.

Last month, i sprain my backbone and until today still pain, is really hard for me to go gym and move around... acting like an old uncle walk like an old uncle... sigh... when only it can recover... been taking alot alot of diff medicine but still canot fully recover, sigh......

Although i'm facing the big changes in my life, but im happy with it and i can learn and grow from this situation.

-c a r t-

爱情荒

2010-08-17T08:14:00.001-08:00

He is always my all time favorite singer... ha h ah a.. just love his songs.......... but dunno where to download.. sigh...

-c a r t-

Just for u......

2010-08-09T07:32:00.002-08:00

i MISS u.......

Mmm
Hmm

You by the light is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong you're the thing that's right

Finally made it through the lonely to the other side

You said it again
My heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I
I
I'm in love
(I'm in love)
And I
I
I'm terrified for the first time and the last time in my only life
Life

This could be good
It's already better than that
And nothing's worse than knowing you're holding back

I could be all that you needed if you let me try

You said it again
My heart's in motion

Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I
I
I'm in love
And I
I
I'm terrified for the first time and the last time in my only life

I only said it 'cause I mean it
Oh
I only mean it 'cause it's true
Ooh

So don't you tear what I've been dreaming 'cause it keeps me up
It holds me close whenever I'm without you

You said it again
(You said it again)
My heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
(Every word feels like a shooting star)
Oh
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I
I
I'm in love
(I'm in love)
And I
I
I'm terrified for the first time and the last time in my only life
Life
Life

In my only life

-c a r t- * heart u*

just the way u are.... and u are amazing

2010-08-09T06:51:00.002-08:00

When I see your face there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing just the way you are
And when you smile the whole world stops and stares for awhile
Because girl you're amazing just the way you are

-c a r t-

love the way u LIE

2010-08-09T06:49:00.001-08:00

just love the way u lie... ha ha ha .....

-c a r t-

dilemma....

2010-07-26T23:47:00.002-08:00

Go or not to go???? i just started working like 1 mth ago and i suddenly got an offer where i need to work in Shang Hai permanent, i talked to my parents and god parents and both of them ask me to go....im still thinking should i give a try? should i take this risk?

For me im a fresh grad with little experience, but i got this opportunity to get out from Msia. this is wat i wan but im worry and doubt myself, my performance, i dunno i can handle or not but i just feel like giving a try, just tht....sigh... lots of reason in my mind..... WTF wei..!!!!

No harm going over there but jst worry after back to Msia..... no ppl wan me.. hahaa

think twice now....... pls give me some opinion..

-c a r t-

my working days

2010-07-15T19:42:00.003-08:00

Playing Dry Ice with my boss.. hahahah

Here is my Boss with da ice cream cake...

Baskin Robin

This is my lady boss's Sushi Don.

July 14 and 15 is my both bosses Bday, and all the Co- workers celebrate their bday in the office during High tea, ( to be honest to u guys, i eat non stop ever since i work, my boss they all like to eat) and this is the first time celebrate with my boss haha kind da weird to me.. but anyhow
Happy Bday to u both again. Wish u get more events for us to handle and earn more.. haha

-c a r t-

Ouch..tht's hurt...

2010-07-15T07:48:00.002-08:00

Ouch..... nice song huh... ha ha h a......
din know got such case happen...... sigh!!!

i just don understand

2010-07-13T19:07:00.004-08:00

Ethnocentric ... yes i hate this kind da person, but why i face this kind da person in my life...... i just don like it...... im not ur slave im not ur dog.. stop controlling me... i can do wat i wan i can do wat i feel like doing.. i don need u to control me.... u just pissed me off............!!!!! stop telling me wat is right to do and stop telling me that ur way of doing it is right......... ok!

Second thing is, why people like to get attention and become a attention seeker? it's been so long and tht ppl still wan to seek for attention and get sympathy? is like WAT THE FUCK WEI.... !!! first of all i dowan to see tht person, second i dowan to have any LINKED relation with tht person, third, i prefer to totally IGNORE and totally fuck tht person off...just get out from my life....

Stop asking ppl around wat m i doing, how's my condition and so on...... if u wan to know pls... call me i will tell u in person..... stop creating drama in my life stop all the fake mask that u are wearing.... i just don get u why u have to do this? gosh......... izzit very fun? humph i don think so...!! get a life pls..
Grow UP pls.............

and some people's mouth really canot shut 1 lo.... like to comment on ppl like to become 2 head snake... U WAN TO BE 2 HEAD SNAKE AND FAKE TO ME.... YES WELCOME TO MY WORLD. IM NOW APPLY THIS TO U......u wanna play ?? come let's play along with u!!!
Stop comment on ppl's things where u eventually don own the things.... ok! look at urself only comment on me....... thanks and appreciate if u can SHUT UR MOUTH OFF....

-c a r t-

July Updates

2010-07-08T18:13:00.002-08:00

Hey dear frens, sorry for not updating my blog.... well currently im busy with working ever since i finished my exam and 4 days later im working.... im now working in Kota Damansara, and is kind da near my house ... ha ha ha but traffic here jam jam jam..... just that 1 thing i like is... FOOD here are really alot choices for me to choose..... flexible company as is Aust comp so Aust culture... i like it...!!!!

Lately i skipped alot gym classes and no time to go gym... sigh... waste money and my body now like shit.... got to pump back soon... else .... waste le..!!! i've cut down alot of Clubs marathon... cause TIRED.. hahah a!!!!

will updates more things real soon.................... ( im actually blogging in the office.. hahah)

-c a r t-

my Endless Love

2010-07-01T07:13:00.002-08:00

heart tis......

My love,
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's bright

My first love,
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make

And I
(I-I-I-I-I)
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do...

And your eyes
Your eyes, your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Ooh yes, you will always be
My endless love

Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun

Forever
(Ohhhhhh)
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms

And love
Oh, love
I'll be a fool
For you,
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Oh, you know I don't mind

'Cause you,
You mean the world to me
Oh
I know
I know
I've found in you
My endless love

Oooh-woow
Boom, boom
Boom, boom, boom, boom, booom
Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom

Oooh, and love
Oh, love
I'll be that fool
For you,
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Oh you know-
I don't mind

And, YES
You'll be the only one
'Cause NO one can deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love
My love, my love
My endless love

-c a r t-

first day

2010-06-30T07:13:00.001-08:00

first day of working is really... smth new to me... first day of working im ask to come out a Marketing strategy... and im ask to meet up client in Kepong....... really tired......and it's smth new to me..... got to learn more and got to work hard to get more $$$$$$ i can do it!!!!!

-c a r t-

My First post

2010-06-28T09:18:00.002-08:00

Wonder why i name this as First post? well.. is the first post of my New HP NetBook....... after 1 yr of my Tablet lappy now is Netbook... to be honest.... sucks.... just the advantage is light the rest..... small and so hard to see...... i don really like it.... if travel of coz better la...!!!

anyway... im entering to the materialistic world soon.. is real soon..... after grad not even 1 week i found my job and im going to work on this coming WED....... seriously is WED.....!!! but good i dowan to slack around and wasting my time.. i wan to achieve my dream.! today went interview and at nite got their call! efficiency lo!

i got no time to go back visit my gran ma visit my parents and my god parents.... sigh... plan to go back tomorrow morning but end up got a call from them said got to work in WED... so i cant do anything...!!!! just wait for the right time go back hometown !!!!

-c a r t-

Pre Graduate

2010-06-26T20:24:00.003-08:00

Im not official grad yet as result not yet release so is just PRE... hahaha!!! but wish me luck that i can really pass my stage...... im in the working world now, but previously work as freelance, part time, and contract base job..... i do learn smth from there... and monday interview hope tht interview can give me wat i wan...!!!! pray hard..... and one more job offer me with a better benefits but..... i dowan my starting life just to sit in the office.....so considering..!!!!

But... at the same time..... i dunno wat i wan to do now as during exam i told myself i got to do this do tht after my exam done... but now... i sit and think... i forgotten wat i wan to do..... shit lo...!!!!
anyway looking forward for a short trip soon as no time and no $ for me.. im broke, and i need to declare to bank soon!!! ha ha h a

Just wonder why i don have tht excited feeling that im actually grad and i just felt sad or smth... and yet i felt is just a normal routine that wat im doing now...! kind da weird.. i see my fren happily enjoy and celebrate but i just...NTH... mayb clubbing marathon consider my celebration but not with my coll frens is with my gang.... kind da weird hah ha h a

Anyway recently found out this song, is an old song and sang by Oasis but now Boyce Avenue re-sing tht song ....... recall back my youth time with tht song!

-c a r t-

天真 Naive

2010-06-21T19:47:00.002-08:00

nice song!! lyrics awesome ha ha !!! the lyrics inside do mention tht " finally she is awake from being naive" ya i think most of the ppl do come across this stage before... hahah but im awake since few years back!!!!!!!! and to my darlin Eunice....... u know wat i wan to tell u la!!!

-c a r t-

Happy Father's Day

2010-06-20T04:30:00.002-08:00

Dear Daddy,

Happy Father's day to u ...... dunno u can manage to read this or not but i would like to tell my frens here that u are my best dad .......... love u so much !!! although sometimes im bad sometimes in naught and every bad temper towards u but im here to say sorry and forgive me...!

Thanks for everything that u gave me, things tht u educate me... i know im not a good boy to u but i will try my best to be one ! thanks for ya house that u bought for me and thanks for the car that u gave me, whenever i need helps u will be there... thanks!!!! and whatever things that i wan u will try to get it for me.. thanks alot dad! dunno how long i can repay all the things that u spend and waste on me.......

Happy Father's day again to u ... Love ya!

-c a r t-

Take my love trough the nite!

2010-06-16T09:50:00.002-08:00

Love this song so much... thanks to someone sent me this song.. hahaha :P
is an old song!

-c a r t-

Impossible!!!

2010-06-15T20:18:00.001-08:00

I remember years ago someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love, I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not, my illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot, I did

And now when all is done, there is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won, you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now, shout it from the roof top
Write it on the skyline, all we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy and my heart is broken
All my scars are open, tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard, falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts, I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there, building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear, I know (I know)
And know when all is gone, there is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now, shout it from the roof top
Write it on the skyline, all we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy and my heart is broken
All my scars are open, tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love, I did

Tell them all I know now, shout it from the roof top
Write it on the skyline, all we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy and my heart is broken
All my scars are open, tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love, I did

I know is abit...... obsolete but ... stil awesome to me.. haha!!

-c a r t-

distraction in my mind!!!!

2010-06-13T09:20:00.004-08:00

Recently...... im stress with my final exam........ this is a normal routine for students.. and im old enough to become a student.... and yet i still wan to become a students... ha h ah a..... planning for my Master now but......... got to think twice izzit really helpful for me.....izzit worth going for Master? and im really old enough to become a student... sigh.!!!!!!

But of coz... after my exam i got to work st8 away as 2 companies are waiting for me ( hope they still wan me la..) ha ha ha.... but i wan to travel around and rest.. the point is i need $$$ i need alot $$ to settle my house..., sigh!!!! now i know the burden when u have ur own house! pressure.........

Dad keep asking me where i wanna go for holiday but i just dunno how to answer him....... i just told him..... don plan to go anywhere yet! but i wish i can go Aust or Canada to visit frens and cousin......!!!

After Exam i still need to go Ikea, and some Art shop to check out lots of things........and again dunno how much i need to spend on this shopping this time.... sigh... Money is everything now!

I need to work extra hard to achieve my dream before im 30 years old....and i know is hard but i just need to do it......others can do it and Carter also can do it!!!!!!!!!!!! ha ha ha too over confidence ad... later i canot do it than Gone Case! this is part of the motivation for myself le...!!!!
if i really success in this, and im totally out from Msia and stay away from all the " fake" all the " plastic" all the " pigs" all the " wannabe" all the " politics" ........... but i just need time and $$$ to achieve my dream!!!!!!!

sigh... time to sleep la.. hopefully i can sleep well tonite... as i dunno why i cant get a good nite sleep after i move in to this house..............

-c a r t-

Brand new house!

2010-06-10T08:26:00.002-08:00

Finally i move into my new house in D'sara la...!!!! after so long i din get to online and finally i can online and post....!! haha... but recently im busying with my house things where now i know that alot things need to settle after u move in to new house.... really ALOT..... internet la... Alarm systems, Astro... and more....and now i need to wash my own clothes , clean the whole house.... and cook!!! gosh... really alot task!!!!!! but i kind da enjoy it now coz it's still new..... wait for few months i can sure i will call maid every weekend...!! ahha

I actually putting alot effort in this house where can said 80% of this house is under my control and i need to take 80% of the responsibilities and it's actually very very tired and stress...... even a small matter also i need to handle by my own....!!!!

I'm sick for the last weekend and now im recovered but then during tht moment... i still need to settle TM net... AStro and more...... but after all i got my own nice room to sleep is worth it!!!!!

Still planing to throw a party in my house but wonder should i make it big or just a small party bash???? coz financial problem... hahah!!!!

End of this month im free......and guess i will start working once i done my final exam... i need $$ to go for my graduation holiday!!!!! dunno where but still planing!!!! i wan to have a 100% stress free holiday and relax till the max!!!!!

- c a r t-

some updates about me

2010-05-19T00:51:00.004-08:00

Wat's up....??? been long time i din really update my blog... ok let me tell u guys wat m i bz with recently! i just done all my assignments and now is revision week..... but before that i would like to share with u guys... last few weeks is really my hard time.... im sick, i got to rush assign , mid term test, my new house need me to check and see see..... furniture shopping, elec. shopping and lots of work i need do all alone! so i dunno how i can handle all this stress and yet now is almost done, just need to clean and wash my house than can move in ad.... yeah!

mean while, i wanted to apologize to my family members where last few weeks i know im wrong as i shouldn't voice up my tone..... and scold u guys.. sorry!!! coz im too stress and sick at the same time!! so i totally blank tht time! SORRY!!!!!! hahaha you know i love you guys rite! ahhaha. But alot mis understanding do happen but just erase it la..!! haha

Cant wait to move in to my new house as my current house now is getting worse, the housemate all getting weird and they even take my car as table, put books on top my car and then just scratch my car bonnet... sigh.. i duno why they din ue brain and think!!! wat if tht is their car and i put my books on top and scratch it? but is ok..... don fucking care!

My car finally repaired and cost me RM 1 K plus service.! but after repair, my house mate eye's got problem treat my car as table...... BONGOK! why The One Acc. Student are so..... WEIRD!

next week.... i can predict is gonna be a very very very tired week as furniture and everything gonna be fix into the house! i need to stand by to settle all the work!

Exam is just around the corner. i give myself 1 week holiday to settle my house after tht, i gonna start study for my Final sem paper! wish me luck frens... ahaha i really need it!

風風風風風

2010-05-05T09:20:00.001-08:00

風要我迅速撤離
它要我離開你
它要我成全你們在一起
重傷的愛情凝不成淚滴
無語嗯

風曾帶我到天際
在那裡遇見你
主宰的你掌握一切魔力
剎那間我從雲端墜落到無靠無依

風看過愛的叱吒
也見過我的崩塌好傷

你背叛你的牽掛
我以為我會害怕我不怕

風要我把你放下
別讓恨變成代價算了吧
你讓我一夜長大見識到人性真假
想說的話找不到人說話
風靜靜吹著我的心成流沙

Been listening this song from Radio.. and i though is Selina from SHE... hahaha but it's not.... her voice nice!!!!! nice song! just wan to keep in my blog so can play anytime i wan!

-c a r t-

Special for Idiot you

2010-05-03T03:43:00.004-08:00

I'm so " kind" Enough to FUCK YOU ok..... ( u wan to be fake.. let's be fake together!)

Dear jerk! I dunno how " Drama" u are outside there, i dunno wat advertisement u had done for me, i dunno wat fucking fake news u reported, and i dunno how many people u lie to them and being fake in front of them..... all this is ur prob and it involve me as well but i don fucking care as u are already HISTORY to me yet a stranger to me as well~!

But i really pity all the frens that around u jerk.. coz they are brain washed by u u know.. where eventually u are just a " DRAMA QUEEN" gosh... so suit u! but is ok... over all after so long, i NOW... u see NOW... only realize u are such a good " actor" such a good " liar" , u can lie the whole world successfully but u cant lie to ya self, i dunno will u felt guilty after u created all the Fucking fake news and fake drama! ARE U TIRED??? humph guess u are enjoying mayb! ha ha ha !

Watever is it, i just wan to tell u ... one day... really one day u will deserve wat I've been tru all the hard time.! u can continue to wear ur fake mask around but in ur heart u know urself, u know the truth u know every single things u did! if u felt doing this u will be happy 4ever, than go ahead, i don mind u " used " me to gain ur happiness, as this is not the first time! yet, i can make people happy as well!

Anyway .... MAY GOD BLESS U IDIOT!

-c a r t-

Accident

2010-04-29T19:43:00.005-08:00

My leng chai baby black leopard got a DEEP DEEP hole on his face!

Thursday 29 april 2010. morning i m out to sent my laptop for repair and than after repair just meet up frens in hartamas for lunch.... and after lunch heading back home.....

On the way back, there are 2 lorry in front me... and one of the lorry carrying Wood, and so happen the wood drop off from the lorry and the second lorry go tru it and then... this is the interesting part.. The wood fly up high and then come towards my car...... OMG i really shock and break than scare the car behind will hit me so i change lane ( but luckily the car beside me stop for me also) but still my bumper hit by the wood..... if i din change lane than i will be in News paper cover page.." death hit by the Wood in D'sara height" LOL..... sounds like final destination? yes i smth like tht!

i'm so scare tht time but i still chase the lorry and honk him but he is like dunno anything no respond at all so i give up and continue back to LDP with worry kind da feeling. than i stop by Shell and pump petrol.. and i see my car......... Ouch pain in the heart! and i called my parents, they all just ask me go back home and sleep don worry and don care.! hahaha than i just back home lo.. i called my sis and told her... she said im the second 1 who got accident... the first 1 is her fren..... sigh....... wat a day... really wat a bad bad day!

but thank god im still alive!!! but shock la... really my heart and come out man tht time! ahhaha

-c a r t-

random songs

2010-04-26T11:20:00.003-08:00

Random songs that make me recall back all the past all the moment i spend with different people!! sigh.. miss u guys le!!!

This song is not famous but there is smth behind where tht time im only F4 still in high school..!!! Christina Millian look so hot ... why she stop singing la!!!

A slow song tht i recall me back all the moment im with.......................... sigh.... just watever to them la!! ahhahaha! anyway u should know who are u guys la.... gonna meet u guys up real soon ....... cant wait for the gathering!!!

-c a r t-

The light that shines twice as bright u know!!!!

2010-04-26T09:09:00.000-08:00

Take me by the hand,
and lead me to the slaughter,
Close my eyes and sing just let it go.
The warmest rain, it falls
on the darkest crimson mountains.
Seeping from the wound,
I sink below.

Don't say the pain will fade tomorrow:
The last thing that I'll feel will be today.
Hey.

You, you, you,
Don't you know?
You took upon my soul.
(I'll never feel this way again)
You, you, you,
Don't you know?
you put me on my knees
and cut my throat.
(I'll never feel this way again)

I lost my positivity.
I'm positively lost.
I thought the path was obvious: it's not.
Resign myself to failed potential,
the wind it hits the sails.
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/Ly7o ]
my scarred hands sustain in these two nails.

But don't say the pain will fade tomorrow:
The last thing that I feel will be today.
Hey.

You, you, you,
Don't you know?
You took upon my soul.
(I'll never feel this way again)
You, you, you,
Don't you know?
you put me on my knees
and cut my throat.
(I'll never feel this way again)
Oh.

This is how it feels.
This is how it feels.
This is how it feels.
This is how it feels.
This is how it feels.
This is how it feels.
This is how it feels.
This is how it feels.
This is how it feels.

This is how it feels.
This is how it feels.
This is how it feels.
This is how it feels.
This is how it feels.
This is how it feels.
Oh.

Gosh.... wat a nice song!!!

-c a r t-

the recent me...

2010-04-22T20:43:00.003-08:00

recently im busying with my final assign due date, my new house renovation, my final exam as well.... working sometimes too.... so im so so stress and recently i dunno wat the hell happen to me, keep thinking im bz but end up i sit in front my pc.... dunno wat should i do and where should i start! the feeling is like..... wanna slap my self... gosh.. hate tht!!!!!

this is i i felt now..... really.... i think im going crazy real soon!!!!!!!

i need a break right after my coll.... im graduating this Jun, after tht i wanna fly out from Msia... wanna go holiday. cant wait!!! Melb im coming to visit u and my gang of frens... miss u guys! Finally i can go where i wan to go after so long........after so many barrier stopping me going ...! but yet i dunno i got the time to go or not as moving into new house really making me crazy!!! alot things i got to settle all by myself, sister working parents nt around KL so the only 1 who can handle all this is ME!!!!!

-c a r t-

Sad and Disappointed

2010-03-27T19:49:00.006-08:00

The final stage's look with the Pre-confirmed cabin crew's tag...... so high when got tht title... wkakaka

27 March 2010. Where SIA having Interview for air cabin crew, and im so into it, so i had prepare all my documentary and get ready to go for the interview, before that, on Friday i was like so so so busy with all my thing, take pictures, cut hair, shop for a proper shirt.........

On 27 March 2010 that day, i reached Park Royal Hotel at 930am. and gosh.... i ad took number E41, so it's actually 400+ + ppl there sitting and waiting for their turn and im all alone there. at first Jasmine wanan go with me but end up she got smth on so im alone there, but im here to wish Jasmine all the best for Sunday Interview... haha hope to get ur good news.

At first i'm with " chin chai" " watever" kind da mood to go for interview, coz i know i cant manage to get into all the stages, as there are alot good looking and talented ppl there, so i guess i just try out my luck and see how far i can go.....

But my thinking was really wrong..........i waited for 2 hours got the first round and finally come to my turn. Stage 1 is just a introduction and 8 guys 1 in room. and im totally hopeless coz my group got alot English speaking ppl, so i was thinking " This time can go back ad la" coz im super super hungry.

But surprisingly, im in the list and i was totally shock so i'm very happy in the heart but act cool outside... wkakakak!!! the Question is...... " Please Tell me about yourself and wat movie u like the most and WHY???" gosh...... got 1 guy talk untill grandfather story also come out!!! i was like thinking do i really need to talk tht much???

Than Stage 2, skin check! it's so called a SKIN CHECK , but actually they check ur skin and interview u at the same time.... wow so challenging ... haha and i need to CAT WALK in the cold room... ahha! swt! Again....... 10 guys in the skin check round 2 guys only in the list, which is me and another Chinese guy.

Stage 3, games and 1 on 1 interview. the games really make me sweat, coz they need us to memorize the Uno Card than we only allow to open 2 cards, and got to find the same cards and pair it! surprisingly, my group won and the fastest to get 5 paired. and again INTERVIEW......
waited for 2 hours for this interview..... and my tummy is really calling me for help.... ahha!
1 on 1 interview really fun, i felt so relax with 1 on 1 coz i can talk more and present myself with more confidence. and again....... this is the first group that 8 of us pass at the same time..... coz i waited outside the interview room and i saw 8 ppl go in 2 ppl passed only.... and when the result announced 8 of us pass this interview, we were like screaming and felt so happy....... 5 female and 3 male.........

Final Stage... this is the most scary .......... 4 ppl in 1 room and paired up to intro the ppl next to u ... gosh.... so susah and salah also... than debate with a topic, and lastly reading......... WTH wei tht moderator very tricky.... lo kek sei!!!

End up..... i FAILED the final stage...............!! so so so so so so sad! and i din know my sis and my parents are actually din't support me at all for this interview... sigh.... this is why im down and sad after the interview... coz i called them up and tell them and they said thank god!

Though i ad reach 90% of my dream.... but end up back to ZERO......!!!!!

Anyway nice to meet a few new frens over there........ Judith, Jolin, Branda, Michale, Willy and some i 4get their names... sorry about it... ! it's fun to go all the stages with u guys... appreciate it.. thanks!

so i guess i better be good boy stay back in Msia and work like normal ppl in KL.... sigh.. wat a boring life...... though can lighten down my dad's burden with all the commitment but end up i have to work like normal ppl with basic income....... so bored... and so SLOW with the $........

that's all, guess i will still go try out the interview if im in the MOOD.. IF.... ! coz 10 hours waiting in the hotel for all the stages without food is so suffering....... and my parking....... gosh... rm 30

-c a r t-

分手需要練習的????

2010-03-27T19:45:00.000-08:00

nice song!

-c a r t-

Yong Chean's Wedding

2010-03-16T09:38:00.005-08:00

March 14, where my high school fren Yong Chean who always crazy with me in the class....and kind da miss all the moment in high school..

Cant remember when, and during morning... early in the morning where im still rolling on my bed... suddenly a phone call from Yong Chean and invited me to his wedding dinner in Taiping...

So happy to heard about him getting married... hahaa as he with his wife together for sometimes ad.... finally............

On tht nite it self....... alot of my high school mates turn up... and it's was really a good nite, even my high sch's teacher also there... haha get to catch up with them.... felt so happy to see them again....

But tht nite... im really suffer... drink and drink than drunk........... i never drunk in hometown before and tht nite... really suffer....... luckily im not driving... and i ask parents to pick me up.... hahaa mom felt kinda weird why i act abnormal.. and back home i walk to kitchen and i bang the chair and my mom i guess she start laughing at me...... and now my leg..... blueblack...!

around 1130pm i ad back to my room shower and sleep.... and surprisingly i still can walk to bathroom and shower.... ahahha.. but with suffering condition... coz i wan to slep... end up i sleep untill 1.30am.. and i cant get back to my dream ad... so watch TV untill 4am still im awake... listen to mp3 untill 5 than only slowly i get back to my dream! next morning.. headache untill wan to burst! so fucking pain.. and my dad make me some kind da drinks for me to chill me down.. Thanks daddy!

But to me.. it's a good night to spend with all my high school mates.. but some turn into fucking LAN SI .... and some become pretty and sexy.. hahaha!!!!

-c a r t-

i need you now...

2010-03-11T09:16:00.000-08:00

another song to share....... enjoy it!

-c a r t-

Spore Trip

2010-03-07T02:42:00.011-08:00

Last 2 weekend.... went to Spore to kill my time.... and decided to drive down... and it is my first time drive down to Spore with my Blacky car... and really... TIRED... we start journey around 9.30 pm and reach there around 12 plus..... and all of us actually very tired but once reach SPore.. everyone felt so fresh and get ready to go makan and some even said st8 away go club... ahhahaha as my fren blasting all the club songs in my car...!!!! haha wat a wonderful trip with all of them! thanks to Roy, XIao Fang, Gillian and her bf Tank! yet Kean as well...!!! thanks alot! Anyway im going so spore again on Jun or July... to feel the crazy shopping sales in SPore... hahah but of coz i also wan to shop la.. hhahah!!!!Kean's house which is my hospitality for the trip..... thanks to kean for everything!

Seriously, this is my first time taking bus to town and grab few drinks... hahaha and need to walk like 10 min only reach the pub... awesome... hahahah!!!!!!

I'm not sure about this but for me this is cute !!!! hahaha

New York New York free candy ..........

Having my Double shot espresso to wake me up.... hahaha so tired yet i still wan to shop and walk..!!!!

im trying to cover up the I..... hahahah so it will become CARTER but nt CARTIER

i love this picture.... hahaha! Thanks to Ivan Seng for helping us to take this pic... such a small world can meet Ivan, Joanna, Nickson.... in spore... hahah!

No Smoking in SPore?? but why so many cigarette butt??? so which means spore ppl also smoke alot huh!

MRT heading to..... forget where im heading i just folo... hahaha and i din know no DRINKS in MRT.. yet me and fang fang happily having out Starbucks...... hahaha luckily nth happen!!

MRT is better than LRT Msia... it's so stable and so fast.... awesome man.!!!!!!

ViVO City........ i duno why i like this mall........ nice to shop......

second day wake up get ready to go out shop till drop.......!!!!

Waiting for no. 10 or 13 bus....

Once reach Spore.. this is the first meal i had.... TIM SUM......thanks for the treat from Kean... ahhah!

-c a r t-

Shin Chan cookies

2010-03-07T02:29:00.002-08:00

Finally, i open it and EAT it ad........ hahahah thanks to my dear bought it back from HK and give it to me.........so i decided to open it and see wat's inside... and it's actually a normal cookies with choc sugar...... but not really tasty... but i like it... wakkaka

-c a r t-

Ice Cream Night!

2010-03-07T01:52:00.005-08:00

Yesterday, after dinner suddenly craving for ice cream, so stop by Center Point and grab myself a Baskin Robin caramel Choc ice cream..........

Dunno why tht place so warm and is like no aircond and some of the ice cream cake ad melt ..... kind da waste lo... let me eat ma.. wkakakak!!!!

I paid and than happily eating and looking around the poster, and suddenly make up my mind to get into the car and send my fren back home......din expect that, i walk to my car where i park in front of Banana leafs and full with ppls there and i took out my car key and my wallet..... suddenly my ice cream drop and i try to my best to catch it end up it's on the floor and my wallet cover with the ice cream....... so so so so geram.. Ish.. not even 5 mins im happily enjoying and within 3 sec my ice cream is on the floor and alot ppl there watching... OMG! i quickly took my ice cream up and throw away! and my wallet..... sigh...... sticky man.... had become " Burberry wallet with new smell on it" ( Caramel smell) and even my hand.. so sticky... my finger and stick together man and tissues also the same...hahahahha

i though this thing only can happen on kids, but din know im ad adult still........DROP MY ICE CREAM....... i don care tonite i wan another round of ice cream... wkakak!!!! hope this time i won drop la.....

Piak~!!!!!

-c a r t-

现在我很幸福 :P

2010-03-04T10:28:00.002-08:00

wow... nice song wor.... awesome.. hahah Enjoy my frens!
i'm now 很幸福... wkakakka got all the things i want...... but still need to wait until April or May!!! thanks to my parents.. love u ! maucks!

-c a r t-

Chinese New Year Part II

2010-03-03T01:47:00.010-08:00

ok this is part II........ lazy to do all in once.. coz need alot time... ! again... nth much about CNY just a simple and short words will do la.. lazy here!!!

Introducing my sis's stupid dog... Miko!!! and the Extra behind which is Me...... haha
try to act funky but then... it's so tired ... hahaha

Pg Kek Lok SI temple, giving out the coins and make 108 wishes.....

108 wishes that " Kuan Yin Jie Jie" give... hahahha

Dillon_ cart with the big huge Guan Yin......

My sis and cousin...

beloved mummy.................

my aunty uncle and cousin plus my mom and dill...

Silly cousin, super hyper active and good in eating.... awesome!

Bro and Sis...

just to bully her but she kiss my lips... yucks..

u can see how Lan SI she is in this picture.... hate her...!

[ Spore post will be update real soon.. im kind da lazy.. sorry ar... keep track ok]
-c a r t-

2010 Chinese New Year Part 1

2010-03-03T00:08:00.012-08:00

2010 Chinese New Year its so bored and no life...... alot drama, alot politics alot fake ppl.. hahha but i don bother as i just do my part than nth gonna disturb me!

But i do enjoy every single moment with my frens and family in hometown..... Yam char, travelling around, gathering...... and much more!

The first day during CNY 12.00 am sharp... is 0000 SHARP ok..... half of Taiping area no electric... that's so pathetic ok.... plan to go out pray but end up half out to temple got to U turn and back home SIT... but luckily sis with me and both of us just play with fireworks and see neighbour play fireworks too... haha kind da fun........ after tht my kakak Irene came to my house and " crazy" with us.... wat a " nice" CNY.........! 1.30 am only the electric resume back normal! TNB ar.. wat the hell u doin la...........

Family portrait Cousin _sister_ cart

Dinner in PG with all my Pg frens......

cacat picture again , hate my pc la.. sigh... anyway lazy to edit so just leave it here.....

Dinner in PG ( 4th day of CNY)

The view from Northam hotel Pg level 24

View from Northam Hotel Pg

High school frens gathering........

My best fren Cj and my cousin's best fren........( forget her name ad)

this is all the kaki that i always hang out when back hometown...

High school gathering .....

Day 2 of CNY, we ate salted crab........

Before that, we need to make the salt hot, it's very very hot not only hot...

this things is actually belongs to my grandpa and i dunno about it... let my sis scold that im Doink... hahahah

place that bought the Crab from....... so nice view....

on the way back to grandma's house on the second day of CNY...

Hot hot weather.......

my sis bullying my cousin's daughter where we all not suppose to Touch her at all.... but who cares the more u ask me not to touch the more i wan to bully her.. wkakakkaka ( she actually start telling us " No Touching No Touching" when we touch her, her mom teach her this... pathetic)

See how bored is this.. oh my god... my cousin went back to grandma house to watch NBA instate of CNY program... every year also like tht..... no brain

first day of CNY without electric... and Irene playing tht BLACK CAT's fireworks... hahaha

Spot for Irene!!

now my dad's turn with tht Black cat fireworks....

Cute fish cake.....

- c a r t-

Happy 2010 Chinese New Year

2010-02-08T20:37:00.002-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to my family, friends, buddies, lovers, darlings, dears, doggies, kittys piggys.......... ( i dunno wat else i can type ad.. haha) basically i'm here to wish everyone have a great blast Chinese New Year, " Gong Hei Fatt Choi"

This year is Tiger year which is my year and is not a good year for tiger! so better prevent prevent ar all the tiger!!!!

This year CNY i really hope that will be a good one! as everything had changed for me! And for PG frens out there.. im going to PG to have dinner with my close frens so feel free to call me up for a drink! hope to catch up with u guys!

Attn: to my buddies, i just talked to Eunice on the phone , i've plan to have a CNY dinner after i back from hometown, but i not sure about Cheryl's schedule when she is flying again, we shall come out and " Lou Sang" haha!!! will update u guys real soon!!! have fun ya!

-c a r t-

a prefect weird sicko group

2010-02-05T06:19:00.003-08:00

previously i do have a group of frens in Somewhere la dowan to mention... who likes to show off their things, show how spoiled are them but eventually they still " fresh" in the society and yet they wan to show off and act smart as the whole bunch of ppl are the same.... haha eventually i got 1 close fren who mix with me are one of them so i though of being a good fren try to influence him not to but end up he is getting more and more worse...... it's been so many years finally i cant stand their attitude end up i just pull my self out from the group and give up everything.......

the whole group of ppl really like to show off things. telling out their family things la how powerful their family is la showing their assets la and showing off how spoiled they are... pls.... wat kind da world ad stil like tht... felt so sad for them......!!!! pathetic wakkakakakk!!!! can they just be more mature???? take brother or sister's things to show off to other ppls..... sigh...!!!!!

ppl who really rich they don show off coz they are born like tht and they are use to it... but ppl who not really rich they will start showing of to tell ppl they are rich they have this and tht becoz they not used to it, and they felt proud to have some that they achieve but which is only the BACIS base....... so they felt new and start to showing off !!! this is my point of view la!

sigh..hope CNY won bump into them..... when go Ipoh yam char... hahaha else i need to wear fake mask to entertain ppl and see wat they show off again.. and some in KL also... gosh!!!!
time to wake up my frens.....

-c a r t-

hey you... yes you you you

2010-01-25T08:00:00.002-08:00

According to you
I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right.
According to you
I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.
I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I've got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

And according to you
I'm boring, I'm moody, you can't take me any place.
According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.
I'm the girl with the worst attention span; you're the boy who puts up with that.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I've got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

I need to feel appreciated,
like I'm not hated. oh-- no--.
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad you're making me decide.

According to me
you're stupid,
you're useless,
you can't do anything right.
But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
baby tell me what I've got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
according to you. [you, you]
According to you. [you, you]

According to you
I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right

AWESOME SONG, hahahahhh I LIKE IT.....just make me think of something.... ahaha! cool really cool!
- c a r t -

first thing that i achieve in 2010!

2010-01-23T04:39:00.003-08:00

Jan 23, finally the things that i wan to do past few years and now finally i made it... haha sister ask me not scare? and to be honest... i go until tht place only i start to feel scare.! but when doing it... really... OMG... hahaha hand and leg sweating.....but after a while im alright with the pain coz... dunno why.. just felt nth ad canot feel my leg.. wakkaka

My mom just get blah blah blah from my grandma coz of this...... coz my mom let me do but my dad totally anti me doing but is ok since ad done.. hahha than just now grandma still blah blah blah on the phone when i talk to my mom ... shit man back hometown sure kena again!!

anyway im happy with this coz this is wat i wan for so long and now finally i got it! too bad my sis not with me when im doing it, cant share the moment with her.... !

wish i know how to take care la. alot things need to take care!!!! but food i don bother la as i don take seafood!

-c a r t-

Donation for Haiti, HELP Haiti with Love

2010-01-20T09:21:00.002-08:00

Dear readers.... i'm here not to promote anything, im here to share something with u, recently everyone know about the Haiti disaster, so i really hope that we people that have roof, we have food, and we are safe...... and enjoy... do something to help them....

i know is kind da ridicules to post here.. but i wish that you people can help out and donate $ to them...

My mom is a member of Tzu Chi... so im actually helping my mom to collect donations, but if u guys would like to donate pls PM me, SMS me or call me... i will tell u how to do it.......

a original receipt will send to u!!!!!

Thanks for helping and appreciate it.!!!!

-c a r t-

the Recent ME...

2010-01-18T10:53:00.005-08:00

First word is.. SIGH..... recently things doesn't so smooth, and Evelyn told me that 2010 is not a good year for all of us....... is better not to trust 100% but just a guide line for me la..... i do trust this but sometimes over trust is not a good thing.....

Recently keep thinking back all the past things which make me felt, " Why such things can happened on me" and i don like it.....and i wish that i can turn back time and start all over again.!!! Just now suddenly miss my parents so just called them up randomly and talk to them....mom told me that my cousin's relative just pass away and she is only 40 ++, and mom said 人生无常 so appreciated our life and so i think that it's better to do what u feel like doing... just folo ur heart... do wat i wan! don bother anymore!!!! i hope that all the past that happened can just like wat TVB drama always said.... just wipe away.......but is hard i admit! 我要从生做人!!!! 唔烂叼搞你！！！！wow... so hard to type this... ahha!!!

CNY just around the corner, and this year i felt sorry to my parents as i canot go back hometown to help them up and i canot earn extra $ for my own compare to last year.. but this year my job income is very low... unitll i cant even buy CNY shoes that i want! unlike last year.. just buy wat i wan...... but surprisingly i got no mood to shop at all this year... why ??? what the hell happen to CARTER? shopping wei....... but guess when really near to CNY only i will start shopping...

I sometimes felt tht CNY is just a stupid festival that everyone gather and show off wat u've been doing this year.. especially my auntie uncle... boring........................ and sometimes frens too.... out gathering must show off wat they have what they are driving.... some are worse... show off LOVER... Sick of it! save it pls.!!!!!!

This year CNY is smth new for me and my sis.... hahaa won mention wat is tht as no ppl interested to know also..! at first plan to go Thailand on the third day of CNY but end up only me and my sis who interested to go.. others ..... silent!!! On or not ON also i have no idea.!

CNY falls on Valentine days...... i don really wish this day to come as is a Nite mare for me.... guess i better stop hating this and tht else i'll become 牛精荣 hahaha!!!! anyway im going to celebrate with my family members... first time wei........ let's drink till i satisfied.. unlimited alcohol...................hope my God father will bring some nice White wine from the hotel.... too bad im drinking with all the OLD ones... and no songs provided...!

better off to bed la... tomorrow having presentation and im still blogging at this time....... my life got this 2010 early mth is study work study work....!!!!! no FUN entertainment!!!!!!

-c a r t-

證嚴法師靜思語

2010-01-15T21:40:00.000-08:00

混濁不清的水要等土石沉澱後，
才會呈現清淨的水面；
心要放下雜念，
才能取得智慧。

Wisdom can only be acquired when the mind is free from
entangled thought just as water would become clear when
sediment in muddy water settled down.

Quoted 證嚴法師靜思語

It's OuT!

2010-01-13T08:47:00.002-08:00

It's out finally... hahaha Toni change alot le.....!!! prefer her with short hair... look SEXY!!!!!

The Mv is actually kind da awesome..... ahhaa the real life story!!!!

-c a r t-

呐喊- scream in the heart!!!

2010-01-11T08:35:00.003-08:00

如果今天我不再想你
明天我不去回忆
那是因为我没了力气

如果昨天是一场游戏
离别是一首歌曲
那是叹息谱成的旋律

走跟你一直走到莫名的感伤
等等你一直等到凄美的绝望

寂寞在深夜排山倒海
你会不会再回来
眼泪让它流一个痛快
低吼的感慨一声狂飙的悲哀
沉默是心底最痛楚的呐喊

如果爱情是一种道理
我愿意循规蹈矩
贯彻我对你始终如一

如果我们之间生了病
就算是无药可医
也要挨到最后一口气

走跟你一直走到莫名的感伤
等等你一直等到凄美的绝望

寂寞在深夜排山倒海
你会不会再回来
眼泪让它流一个痛快
低吼的感慨一声狂飙的悲哀
沉默是心底最痛楚的呐喊

你给我的回忆太美满
最怕变成了信仰
离开是我唯一的方向
你早已不在你在也不会明白
再见是今生最痛楚的对白

Been looking for this song for sometimes... finally one of my fren sent it to me... haha love it! DIn know that Local singer got such nice voice! and he is the first singer in Msia come out with USB PenDrive Album.. which means his album is not a CD but is a USB Pendrive and it's Limited Edition......
This song is actually kind da similar like what im facing last year! but now is 2010... so just fuck tht off la.. hahahah!!!! Brand New Year rite... haha...!!!! is time to have a serious thinking about my future ! no more kiddo life!

-c a r t-

你给的“礼物”

2010-01-10T09:32:00.002-08:00

很棒的一首歌。

你送给我的礼物真的很"特别" 你以为这是对的但是我可以告诉你，我会过得比你好。你曾经要我做回我自己不要再为爱受委屈，可笑到想要你赔给我时间爱情有时廉价得可怜。但是，过了这一夜我就全忘掉，是你让我有这总的想法和决定。

To my fren who just broke up with lover, this is wat i wan to share with u!

-c a r t-

C for Cookies ! C for Carter!

2010-01-04T10:17:00.005-08:00

C is for Cookies........ Monster... but someone said ......
C is for Carter....... Monster..........!!!!! hahah!!!!

-c a r t-

Happy New year to everyone

2009-12-30T11:05:00.003-08:00

I'm here to wish all my family members, frens, buddies, drinking kaki.......... ( basically is everyone la) Happy New yEar..... got a brand new 2010m all the bad things just fuck them off... hahha

But of coz i do have my own wish for 2010:
1) Stay away from the " advertiser" enough of " Advertising".
2) Fuck the the ppl who act like a BITCH.
3) Tis is the most important, get a healthy lifestyle and stay more healthy.
4) wish my parents and everyone healthy and tell them " I LOVE YOU"
5) I WAN TO EARN MORE MONEY.........
too many ad... lazy to list out........ else dunno how many pages.. hahahhaa

anyway enjoy ya NYE ya, this year i dunno where to spend my NYE... mayb just stay at home !

2010 is gonna be a special year and a new change of myself.... hahaa something good is coming and i can smell it........ but just need $ to complete! wish me luck to earn more~!!!!!

-c a r t-

错过的错了就错了

2009-12-29T00:31:00.004-08:00

我们错过的错了就错了
不用担心我我不爱你了

第一次你陪我坐着我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着还怕我难过
不追问到底为什么是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么一起哭了
我舍不得可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的错了就错了
不用担心我我不爱你了
至少你记忆里的我是微笑的
亲爱的有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐
我舍不得可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的错了就错了
不用担心我我走了

To some one.... this song tells wat u should do... i don hope to see u like tht..... heartache...let it be ok... still got me here.... hahah!

-c a r t-

Cart's Birthday!!!

2009-12-25T06:17:00.007-08:00

21 Dec 2009.... where Mr. Carter's and Gillian Bday... hahaha.... a fun days with all my frens... muacks.. thanks to all my frens, and family... love u guyssss

Present from my beloved sister.... thanks.... hahaha
From someone.... haha

i dunno wat the hell happen to my lappy every time also like tht... sigh... cacat lappy...

My dinner place......

Bday cake with my LAI MA... Gillian........

This is the pretty LAI Ma... wakakak Happy Bday to u too..

Happy bday to myself..........

-c a r t-

Fun in Full house..

2009-12-22T09:14:00.005-08:00

18 dec 2009, my Coll mate celebrate my bday with me in Full House KL.... hahaha really thanks alot to them........ altho im sick but i m happy with the dinner... thanks Michelle Lim, michelle fam, David, dillon , and Kah hoe for the dinner celebration!

Here are some picture to share:

-c a r t-

a " FUN" night!

2009-12-19T20:26:00.003-08:00

19-12-09 i guess should be 20-12-09. after party with frens as usual will went to Mamak in Jln Imbi. again as usual double park but this time is 9 cars park in the same roll.

After mamak , i cant really drive as im still sober so i ask my fren to drive my car and tht time i din realize my wheels are flat out, the air leak out by purpose so i called up my frens for help but........ they all also got the same case... gosh.. tht time i ad know who did that.... such a cheap Malay guy around there who wan to earns $$$ to toll our car... cheap la... get a life pls.. other than leak ppl's car wheels what else u guys know how to do? They are officially graduated from UOSM ( University of Sampah Masyarakat ). hopeless!

3 out of 9 cars' wheels been leak by purpose and my car kena front and back on the passenger side and the worse is i change my rims so the nut all diff from the original parts... holy shit... i cant replace my wheels, so end up call for help from frens again.... yet im still sober.... half way waiting half way vomit... yucks!

suddenly 6 cars come and save me... LOL but still... helpless coz of tht fucking nut.. im so gonna change it later..... wat i can do is call toll car lo.. every1 busy calling their insurance company to check, and i cal Toyota toll free also... so end up Toyota said they will send me some1 to help and it's so late around 415 am ad... so keep waiting and waiting until my fren's brother came to rescue.. he had a machine to pump my wheels and im so gonna get tht machine to stand by! and yet the toll man is there at the same time. so i gave $$$ for them to drink coffee la so paiseh! Yet one of my fren's car also kena but he din realize until he come and help me to change hahah.....

Again.... i wan to thanks all my gang members who stay up so late to help me out and accompany me under the misty weather, i'm so so so sorry to make u guys wait....... u guys are BOOMZ....... and the student of UOSM really SHINGZZZ.... give u 1 more words from Riz Low " KNNCCB"

This is the lesson that we learn:
1) never double park in the place where u cant see ur car.
2) Don simply change ur rims.
3) Don turn off ya car engine when using Double Signal light...( coz my car on for 1 hour and canot start)

P/S: this is really a good Unforgettable Bday Party for me and Gillian.. hahah a gift from the UOSM student.!

-c a r t-

Accident in Pg bridge

2009-12-17T20:23:00.004-08:00

last weekend went to Pg to celebrate my bday with parents and on the way back..... in Pg bridge the traffic kind da jam and suddenly emergency break my dad manage to stop but...... butt....... buttt.... the car behind canot make it.. so wat i heard is ....." yii......... BANG" my car shaking...... awesome........ more jam created.... gosh!

went down to check the car with dad and i notice the bridge is shaking 1... lol... so pening... mum and sis in the car feel like vomit.. wakkkaka

ok dad's car condition is not as bad as we though but the car who bang us is kancil..... gosh... the head of the car totally................ gone case... the water tank leck on the spot.. scary le... .

but dad's car only the bumper and skirting gone... the rest still ok......if the car behind is not kancil guess my dad's car totally K O ad... hahah, thanks god no one injured ...

See this..

-c a r t-

My early birthday celebration

2009-12-15T04:56:00.009-08:00

Cart and Sis

My beloved mother

My Parents....... muacks

My sis and my mom......

Dinner in Tao in Auto city

This is the place where my mom do charity...... nice!!

My notti sister....

nice huh...

Last weekend parents ask me to go back hometown and celebrate my bday with me in PG..... it was a awesome trip, as im the only who spend and shop... lol.. so much fun... thanks to parents for the shopping and sis for the dinner.... u guys make me like a king,... lol.... hahaha but i like it... thanks... muacks love u guys........

-c a r t-

I See U .......

2009-12-14T18:44:00.002-08:00

Cant wait to watch Avatar this wed screening... hahaha! the song sang by Leona Lewis... love her voice...

Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
And live through your love and life.......

I see you
Walking through a dream
I see you
My light in darkness breathing hope of new life
Now I live through you and you through me
Enchanting
I pray in my heart that this dream never ends
I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high
Your life shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
I live through your love
You teach me how to see

All that’s beautiful
My senses touch your word I never pictured
Now I give my hope to you
I surrender
I pray in my heart that this world never ends
I see me through your eyes
Living through life flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life
I offer my love, for you
When my heart was never open
(and my spirit never free)
To the world that you have shown me
But my eyes could not division
All the colours of love and of life ever more

Evermore
(I see me through your eyes)
I see me through your eyes
(Living through life flying high)
Flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
And live through your love
And live through your life
I see you
I see you

- c a r t -

Month of DEC

2009-12-14T18:32:00.003-08:00

Dec suppose to be a playful, fun, party month for me but too bad im sick since early of the month until today....... last month also like tht this month still the same.... WTH happen to me???? i wan to know also? lack of sleep? lack of vitamin? or lack of???? i dunno...

Today morning wake up suppose to go class end up go clinic to consult doc again......... i ad injected the H1N1 vaccine but still the same.. FLU........ but don worry im not having H1N1. i'm just normal flu no fever..... but body is hot.. dunno why also.... sigh!!!!!!

My bday is jst few more days and im sick.... Xmas is 1 more week, party all are waiting for me.. pls i wan to recover asap...................... i haven't buy Xmas present i really need to go out and check out present as im invited to attend Xmas party in frens house...... can some 1 tell me wat to buy?? i have no idea!

-c a r t-